That All Consuming Name

Tears streamed down my face as I was driving home this evening. The thought of what this past weekend should have/would have held just overwhelmed me. It seems to be getting more difficult seeing the blooming pregnancies around my school knowing that soon they will have a little one to hold and one day call them mama. Questions fill my mind, the main one being will I ever get to hear that word? Mama...what an all consuming name.